Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Most Beautiful Gift

Assalamualaikum Beautiful...

Well.. Actually, nothing can describe how I feel recently.. As I posted earlier, I had my 25th birthday on January 31st.. and Allah give me the most beautiful, most expected, most wanted gift.. Okay, let start with the beginning of the story..

Me and hubby just move back to Indonesia (Jakarta) this January, after our almost 2 years time lived in Malaysia for my hubby master program. Well, alhamdulillah my hubby has finished his study, and that's why we move back to Indonesia. Yes, we really enjoy our times in Jakarta.. with our family, friends, no stress out because of exam or something like that. Time goes by, and it is my birthday at the end of January.. Unconsciously, I was late.. about 1 week late.. hmmm.. I push myself not too much expectation about this period late, because it happened several times.. But, since my hubby bought us ticket to Surabaya.. and I just want to be sure whether is it okay for me to travel during this late period or not, sooo I decided to have test pack on February 2nd.

I woke up soo early that day, because to have urine be tested, it should be the first urine of the day.. So I woke up and keep dzikr in my heart and keep talkin to myself "okay, pasrahkan pada Allah aja.. kalaupun belum positif ya gapapa.. La hawla wa la kuwata ila billah".. And so I did the test.. I saw one bold stripe appear, but suddenly.. I saw another stripe appear.. but still it was thin line.. hmmm.. my face still flat that time.. and so I wait.. after wait for about 3 minutes, that other stripe more and more clear and bold.. wow! seriously??? that test pack have 2 stripes?? Subhanallah.. I was shaking.. and I ran to my-still-sleeping-hubby.. I woke him up, "kitiiing.. kitiiiing.. look look.. how many stripes do you here??" while he still rubbing his sleepy eyes he answered, "one?" and I insist, "nooo.. put your glasses on and see.. it has two stripes!!" and still, he was rubbing his eyes, yawning.. ahahaha.. it was funny.. and so I get down stairs to see my mom.. and my-sleepy-kucek mata-dad open the door, and I said "Paaakk, take a look at this.. how many stripes did you see??" My dad rubbing his eyes and said, "one.." Oh my God, what's happening to guys in this house siihhh?? Matanya pada siwerrr.. and so I see my mom, in the bathroom while she was having a shower.. "Modeerrr, look look.. my testpack shows 2 stripes.." and my Mom had her eyes covered with shampoo.. zzzzz.. "Hah, gmana teh? ohhh iyaa.. udah 2 yaa??" But my Mom was still a bit hesitate because of those foam on her eyes.. hihihihi.. It was a heboh morning.. And so my Mom and hubby told me to wait until next week re-test and see the doctor.. And I agree..

But, the next day.. I'm curious and do the test again using different testpack.. and alhamdulillah, it still shows 2 stripes.. and so I told my Mom and  Hubby that I wanna see doctor ASAP.. like, right now! hehehe.. and they agreed..

The picture is from here
And so we went to the Obgyn, and have my uterus checked up.. Me and hubby was so nervous that time.. The doctor was very serious in checking up and searching for the fetus.. and suddenly he said, "Here you go.. this is your fetus.. still very tiny because your pregnancy still early".. I almost cried to hear that, we were so happy.. holding hands.. Subhanallah.. and the doctor said that my pregnancy was 4 to 5 weeks old.. Alhamdulillah.. Ya Allah.. Allahu akbar.. It was like half dreaming.. Allah give us this precious gift on the perfect time for us.. When we've already moved back and settled down in Jakarta, me and hubby have already finished our study, and alhamdulillah when me and hubby are building our dream house together, and on my birthday.. Subhanallah..

Being pregnant is one phase that I really looking forward right after we were married.. And Allah gave us 1 year to get to know each other better, to prepare ourselves better to be parents.. And when Allah said this is the time, then He gave us what we've waited for.. in our happiest time.. Subhanallah.. Alhamdulillah.. Allahuakbar.. Allah knows the best.. absolutely.. He listen to our prayers, NO DOUBT! and Allah answer it at the best time.. the best situation.. I can't hold my tears while writing this post.. ya Allah, thanks for this most beautiful gift for us.. Me and hubby.. its all because of You ya Allah, Your blessings, Your love, Your kindness.. Hopefully I can undergo this pregnancy with Your blessings and health.. until the due day is come.. Aamiin..

58 comments:

  1. subhanallah..mau ikutan nangis bacanya :)) *hugs*

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  2. congratulation dear!!!
    <3

    me too, cried reading this
    :'(

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  3. Subhanallah...slmt ya say...
    Turut merasakan bgt btapa senangnya kalian stlh 1 tahun lamanya menanti hari itu tiba..Allahu akbar...
    Smg diriku jg cpt nyusul yah...Amiiinn Ya Rabb... :D

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  4. Subhanallah... selamat yaa ka sucii, Allah swt emang selalu memberikan yg terbaik di waktu yg terbaik :)

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  5. Alhamdulillah.. Subhanallah.. Selamat ya Kaak ;D

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  6. congrats dear aku tau bgt rasanya kaya gmn udah 3 kali ngerasain sampe punya anak kembar tapi blm dikasih kepercayaan buat ngerawatnya semau dirawat Alloh di surga hehe :)

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  7. Alhamdulillah, Selamat ya suci:)

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  8. selamat ya kak sucii :)
    I'm happy to hear that.
    semoga Alloh selalu memberikan yang terbaik. amiin ^^

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  9. tahniah kak.. the most precious thing of all is having your own baby in your own tummy.. :)

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  10. subhanallah...selamat ya sucii :')
    semoga aq jg cpt nyusul, stlh keguguran kmrn..hiks..udah setaun jg menanti..
    sekali lagi selamat yaa...smg sehat selalu..amin :)

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  11. Congratulation for you teh suciii, semoga selalu diberi kesehatan sampai baby lahir. amiiiiin

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  12. alhamdulillah. selamat ya.. jaga dedek baik2, jangan capek dan banyak pikiran..

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  13. Alhamdulillah.....selamat ya Mbak Suchi....turut senang n bahagia membacanya....turut mendoakan juga bagi Mbak Suci dan babynya...take care, darling....^__^

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  14. wow... Amazed. Subhanallah. Congarts dear. :) bacanya smpe berkaca2 hehe...

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  15. Assalamualikum, salam kenal...udah beberapa kali ke sini dalam bulan ini, jadi silent reader...seneeeng deh liat wajahnya suci yang cantik :)

    Btw selamat yaa...buat kehamilannya, ampe merinding bacanya dan mengingatkan aku ama kehamilan pertamaku dulu...sehat-sehat baby dan mommy nya yaa...Barakallah fik...

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  16. Subhanallah, akhirnya diberi amanah berupa keturunan yaa, sama Allah :).
    Semoga tetep lancar dan diberi kesehatan sampai lahiran buat baby n mommy nya yaa. Glad to read this..

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  17. Alhamdulilah..smuga semuanya berjalan lancar :)

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  18. Subhanallah, congratulation kak suciiiii!!! hope the best for you kak, Allah.swt always bless you:")



    http://finalexpectation.blogspot.com/

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  19. nice to hear this news mbak suci...alhamdulillah...Hope u and that baby always healthy, and I hope I will get pregnant too, soon ^_^

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  20. Alhamdulilah..
    aku sampe merinding bacanya, selamet ya mba, dijaga baik2 kandungannya :)

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  22. Congratulationnn.......:)

    Happy to hear that..I follow your story from your blog and actually now you get amazing gift.

    Can't wait too see your baby bumps :D..

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  23. aku smp nangis bacanya, pdhl nikah jg belum...hehe... mudah2an secepatnya, aminn :D

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  24. Assalamu aleikum

    SoubhanAllah !!
    Happy for you sister :) !!
    May Allah SWT give you an healthy baby and bless you and your family, ameen


    Wa salam

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  25. Halo salam kenal :)
    Congrats ya suci, selamat menikmati indahnya masa2 kehamilan...
    *I feel you :) aq sdh mau 6bulan nih

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  26. selamat ya suci dan hubby.. semoga selalu diberi kelancaran sampai melahirkan nanti.. im happy for u :)

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  27. selamet ya kak,bahagia bgt pastinya.
    #senyum2 sendiri bacanya :):)

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  28. Congratulation... such a great n touchy story. Semoga tetap sehat ya calon Ibu dan bayinya... Amiin :).

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  29. alhamdulillah wa syukurillah smoga nantinya jd anak yg berbakti bagi ibu n ayah dan negaranya amin YRA

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  30. Subhanallah.. Alahmdulillah.... So happy to hear that dearest Suci... :)
    Semoga selalu sehat. May Allah always bless your life and family. Amin...

    xoxo

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  31. Alhamdulillah.. so happy for you, Suci.. :)
    wish everything's going well til the time comes! amien.

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  32. Subhanallah.. Alhamdulillah.. Congratulation Kak Suci and your hubby! :'D
    I'm really happy to know that ;) keep your health ya kak..

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  33. congratulation suci...alhamdulillah...diberi rezeki plg bermakna dr Allah...;-)

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  34. selamat kak. Insya Allah hamil dan ngelahirinnya lancar :D. Amiinnnnn

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  35. alhamdulillah... semoga sehat terus ya suci...dan jabang bayinyaaa... aminnn...

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  37. Congrat saiiii.... akhirnya setelah penantian lama ALLAH SWT menjawab doa-doa kalian berdua n menitipkan calon buah hati di rahim mu saii....
    Semoga calon buah hati n calon ibunya selalu dalam keadaan sehat y..

    ------big hug------

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  38. Selamat ya ka suci, semoga calon dede dan ibunya selalu sehat :)

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  39. congratulation dear!
    bulu tangan saya meremang waktu baca ni, congrats again!

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  40. Subhanallah,,, Alhamdulilah...
    selamat ya mbak suci... moga diberi kesehatan n kelancaran pas melahirkan ntar,Amin... ^_^

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  41. Subhanallah.. thanks for all beautiful comments and prayers.. really grateful to have so many kind- hearted readers as you all Beautiful.. thanks thanks thanks.. :*

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  42. Congrats yaa :) You're gonna be an amazing mom :)

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  43. congratulation mba Suci <3 <3 <3
    I'm extremely happy for you!

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  44. Alhamdulillah... smlt yaa.. Allah know the best time for everything ^_^

    hopefully i can get pregant soon :)

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  45. Selamat ya Suchi... Semoga sehat selalu Ibu dan bayinya...

    Menjadi ibu sangat membahagian... 9 bulan akan menjadi hal yang tak terlupakan.. wonderfull moment...

    Gimana mabok ga?

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  46. SubhanAllha..u know what, i also cried when I reading this..touching plus amazing gift from Allah to u since ur a waiting so long..Alhamdulilah berkat sabar & tawakal..congratss

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  47. subhanallah congratulation teh suchi :)

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  48. Subhanallah...slmt ya say...
    Turut merasakan bgt btapa senangnya kalian..Allahu akbar...
    Smg diriku jg cpt nyusul dan bisa merasakan hal itu yah...
    Amiiinn Ya Rabb... :D

    doain yaa..

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  49. selamat ya....jadi ikut seneng neh...semoga diberi kesehatan

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  50. congrats beautiful sister. .my heart was pounding so hard when i read your entry. remenisence of me having my baby.Take care and have a joyful pregnancy ahead. muaxxx!!;)

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  51. komen yg kedua kali nih say,
    begitu terharu pas komen dulu, berharap diriku jg bisa seperti dirimu.
    alhamdulillah akhirnya Alloh menjawab doa kami, setelah periksa aku dinyatakan hamil sekitar 6 minggu.

    http://ladyelen.blogspot.com/2012/03/greatest-gift-ordinance-of-alloh-is.html

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  52. Same like i felt at that 1st time...
    Seeing my 1st pregnant test
    aaahhHhhh...Terharu juga pengen nangis...
    Such a wonderfull moment to know that am gonna be a Mommy soon.
    Glad For You too Suchi ;)
    Barakallahu!

    if u don't mind visit my Blog I share the stories of pregnancy on my Blog too:
    http://posenposthings.blogspot.com/

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  53. just read ur blog. congrats ya! oia, salam kenal, aku gia. am newlywed since june hehehe. pengen cepet punya anak juga. tp ya sabar, ditunggu aja kali ya. mind if u visit my blog?
    gia-adinugroho.blogspot.com

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